I wish I remembered more. There was something about how much this had already changed me too, but I denied it. I'm not sure why. What he said was like hitting the nail on the head kind of good, even though I still don't believe any of it, but I was too shocked by everything else he was saying to hold onto that moment. Memory is such a funny thing. Those words were the ones I told myself to remember. Try to forget everything else that just happened to make it through and get home in one piece. But those words were the ones I didn't wake up with. Everything else is precisely what I dreamed about. Reliving the possibilities endlessly all night. Confused by the lack of distinction between fantasy and reality when I finally woke up.
Things are about to get interesting kids. Fasten your seat belts.
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